I have come to realize that sometimes I can be my own worst enemy, most vicious critic, and biggest hater...LOL.
I was sitting here today building with myself on today's mathematics, which is Build / Destroy. Build means to form, cause to be constructed or speak about what you know, Destroy means to tear down a structure or condition.
I learned many years ago that building and destroying are interconnected and should be never-ending in our application, such as the physical structure of the number "8." In my own refinement over the last couple of years, I have come to become a better person at initiating more of the equality between building and destroying.
In thinking about all of the above, I was reflecting on a build that one of the Gods shared in regards to having his own "heaven" (with his Earth and babies) and wanting that for all of us. Heaven, I see as a place or state of mind of utmost happiness. Although there are aspects of my cipher where I am satisfied and happy with how it is going, that HEAVEN I am typing about is really the complete cipher of happiness. I know what keeps me from mine - procrastination, fear, overextension of myself in obsolete areas, and in some cases, lack of necessary skill. I work on a little piece of breaking down those obstacles each day, however it is a learning process and its forming bigger and better constructions, and tearing down the conditions that are useless to my cipher.
What, if anything, is keep you out of your Heaven?
Victorious Lanasia Earth